wow 3 months

that's quite a while to not post an entry. may be the longest in history. i should enter the world record books. now... quick while my rage subsedes (sp and hey is that even the right word?? fuck it) im really angry. hey, guess what' it's about/? netball!! im pissed off...again. i'm starting with a new team. and it's official - they even wanna do training! which is great, cuz i'm all for training. but when noone shows up for this "meet and greet" we're sposed to have today at wesley opp belgian beer, and i'm left sitting in the car for 15 minutes waiting for someone to show their ugly head and busting for the loo, i get a little pissed off. fuck i'm so irritated right now. i even have a headache. and it's caused me to blog once more. which i guess is a good thing for me, you know, get those creative juicy writing brain cells happening there, but not so good for any of my pals who may be reading. though i don't think they read any more cuz i don't blog. i think that's a necessity for people to read you have to provide some kind of text. so here it is. i'm now waiting for someone to throw some rotten fruit at me. may be a tasty fermenting orange would be nice. oh right, so i txtd the girl nicole who's got the team together and she never txtd back. well not yet and that was only 5 minutes ago. so i'm still pissed off. and i'm going to spend the rest of the day in front of the tv watching last sunday nights' show cuz i didn't watch it yet. go greys. wooh. in a way i guess i'm thankful for no training today cuz of the unfit biatch i've become. even with a treadmil in my lounge rom. and well those damn pushups kinda hurt.